John, Helicopters and Baseball Caps

That John was odd is a fact about which thereto notice he was in the room or dismissed him as
was no doubt. That he was ungainly looking,being a slow learner. He mentioned several staff
awkward, socially inept and of limited intelligencemembers who were kind and gentle and who
was also obvious. John was in fifth year when Iwent out of their way to wish him good morning
met him. His mother had brought him to theand inquire about his family. "There are a lot of
office because she was alarmed about hisgood teachers in my school. Some are a bit
"preoccupation" with helicopters. It seems hiscranky all right, but a lot of them are just trying
teachers had expressed concerns about John'sto do their job. It isn't easy when a lot of kids are
constant reference to the helicopter whichacting the maggot in class." As he talked about his
followed him to school each day. They were alsoteachers and the "...nice lady who gives me a cup
concerned because John's fellow students inof tea in the parent's room..." he began to cry.
school were intolerant of him, occasionally verballyThrough his tears John began to talk about Mr.
abusive to him and had "set him up" on numerousO'Reilly. "That teacher is the best, he understands
occasions, at one time encouraging him to singme. He told me that if I go for help the helicopter
the national anthem aloud during prayer time in anwould go away and I won't hear those noises all
assembly.the time. He even told me, and I'm not supposed
John's one friend in school was Mr. O'Reilly, histo say this, that he has a brother who had a
English teacher. O'Reilly was a young lad who hadproblem just like mine and that he got help in a
only completed his teacher training the yearhospital. Don't tell anyone I told you that please."
before. O'Reilly was from a large family, born inAfter further questioning it became clear that
rural Ireland he was the youngest and had beenJohn was an adolescent with schizophrenia. He
adored by his mother and father. O'Reilly was awas having auditory hallucinations, believed there
kind and decent man who had seen life'swas a helicopter following him everywhere, even
difficulties up close and person. One of hisinto school and was frightened and anxious all the
brothers was incarcerated for car theft, a sistertime.
had moved to England after having giving birth toJohn ended up in hospital of course, was given the
her third child by her third partner (the other twoappropriate medication and his hallucinations went
children were fathered by each of her two otheraway. In the day room, once every week, there
partners) and he had an older brother who spentwas a bingo game. Every week Mr. O'Reilly came
years in an out of a psychiatric hospital. As aand visited John, playing bingo with him. One
result of this unusual, but rich and loving familyweek's prize was New York Yankee's baseball cap
background, O'Reilly was sensitive and tolerant tothat had been on display all week long before
difference. Of all the teachers in the school hebingo. John loved that cap, he lived for it, it was all
alone recognised something essentially good andhe could talk about for the week. He even
decent about John.phoned Mr. O'Reilly once, with permission of
My first impression of John was that he wascourse, and told him about the cap and how much
unusual odd looking. Tall and gangly with a facehe wanted to win it at bingo. That week Mr.
studded with bad acne and teeth that seemed toO'Reilly turned up as usual. Throughout the bingo
protrude from every corner of his mouth he satgame all John talked about was the baseball cap.
gazing upward in his chair. His mother introducedO'Reilly thought John mustn't be taking his
him saying that he was shy and didn't quitemedication!
understand why he was here. Despite thisJohn won the baseball cap that week. He was in
acknowledgment of his shyness John was eagerfloods of tears walking up to the bingo table to
to talk, rose to greet me and shook my handcollect it. He looked at it as if it was made of solid
warmly. "Are you afraid of helicopters?" was hisgold. Walking back to his chair he held it in his
introductory remark to me. As we walked to thehands, just looking at it. Mr. O'Reilly told him to put
office to have a chat I could not help but noticeit on. But John said, "No, I want you to have it
that John was constantly staring at the ceiling.because you were always nice to me" and gave
John spoke freely about his experiences init to O'Reilly. O'Reilly is 35 now, with a family of his
secondary school. He talked about the number ofown. He lost track of John years ago. O'Reilly has
lads who laughed at him, who encouraged him tothe baseball cap proudly displayed in his classroom
do things he really didn't want to do, like singingand often mentions a very unusual boy named
aloud during prayer time. He talked about hisJohn who taught him a lesson about life and the
teachers who, according to him, either didn't careimportance of kindness.